Changes and a little hope....

I am going to write on this blog more now so that everyone who wants to find out how capitalism kills the healthcare in this country.
I will be sad, happy,  show you what I love and who ofc.
The days when it is just to dark I will probably not write anything.
I will keep you updated and translate my diarys on here.

In the last post you can see my tendon out in the open. I thought it was nervclusters but Oh how wrong I was.

I am wired and tired,  I was up to 9 am yesterday and now it is past 4am and I should really go to bed but I have'nt been able to lay down as much as I am supposed to do because it hurts like h**l to let the foot relax and fall asleep...

I am supposed to go to the hospital today because the surgeons wants to see my wounds...
I am so scared about that...  I can just hear her saying that they are going to take skin from my thighs again and transplant it to my left leg and cover the tendon.

The fear is based in the fact that I got hypergranulations on my thighs, it was what kept me three extra months in hospital the first time and if it is a warm summer then I will rot and the transplanted skin will fall off like it did two summers ago.

Now I am going to try to go to bed...  I will write here as often as I possibly can and I will keep you updated.
It was the thought when I started this blog but the life, with hospitalstays and a life that just went out of control stopped me

I have now realized that this blog is what will save me.
Talk to you later