The gut punch and how to try to recover

Yesterday I got redressed as usual at my HC (Health clinic)  and I got to find out what my current albuminelevel is. I felt my inside grow cold when I saw a number that I have'nt seen since they removed most of the tissue on my lower legs three years ago.

22.....

Lowest acceptable is 38-40. If I dont get my level up and get an AC before it gets really hot I will most likely rot and get admitted to the hospital again.
So I bought a claypot, the one were you put it in water until completly soaked and then you put the meats and veggies in and let it be in the oven as long as the meat needs.
The result is meat, chicken anything, just falls of the bones and it is delish.

I will also eat protein pudding and Islandic yoghurt,  100 grams contains 10 mg of protein and that is in some cases even more protein then certain meats.

So...  Now I am in for a fight.

My right leg is looking much better, just about all the necrotic tissue is gone and now we are just hoping that it will grow some skin or protection on the left leg were I have plenty of dead tissue right above nervclusters...  It hurts so much that I scream right out when they try to remove the dead tissue. Here is the latest pictures and if you are going to eat, dont watch them and if you just ate and are sensitive for gore then, dont look.

I truly hope that I can raise my levels because I dont know if I can go through another hospital stay...  I am already broken,  if they put me back in that inviroment they better keep me in a coma until I am getting released.

I have spent more then a three quarters of the last three years in hospital. I get released Just before I am wound free and with good bloodwork so instantly when I get home I usually take a turn for the worst.
This time when I got released I had told my doctor that I felt that I was going to get a backlash. I felt it.
She said that this time she had to be the bad guy and send me home.

I got worse pretty soon after comming home....

So keep your fingers crossed that I will be able to eat enough meat and other proteins so I can raise my levels and be able to stay home.


I will write you later